I haven’t talked to anyone for a while. I wonder why it’s become so hard. The distance, the timezone difference, or my lack of presence in their life? I used to actively try to start conversations, message people, send letters and gifts… now I am just not sure throwing rocks in the lake will do anything besides ripples.
Sometimes, I think maybe if I throw enough rocks into this lake, I will eventually fill it up. Am I patient enough to see that day comes?