simply journal

Even though I am hurting, I don’t say a word. I want to keep this going… maybe an illusion; definitely a tragedy.

I know the ending, but I don’t want to see it just yet.

With a glimpse of hope, I am holding on to it… waiting for it….

I tell myself I am crazy, which is probably true, and I should be grateful that they tolerate me and send me their love from time to time.

I should be more grateful. I should be more patient. I should be more insane.

Sometimes I think I should never have left my island.

But now I am lost at sea, the reason I left is killing me slowly and keeping me alive.

Let me find my island… cast me away again…

write write write my thoughts away, wake up a different man.

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